Okay, so I have a problem. I have an obsession I can't seem to get past. I've been contemplating horses, horses and more horses. Realistically I'm looking at a year before I would have time for a horse. While I've enjoyed scrolling through all the horses for sale I can't settle on what type of horse I want. I can't settle on what discipline I want to ride. Do I want a nice All Around horse that I can ranch cut, rope, and trail ride on? Do I want to focus on performance horses? Do I want a Paint? A quarter horse? An Arab? I just don't know. Maybe I don't want to buy a horse next summer. Maybe I just want to lease a horse from one of the multitude of stables in the area? Or maybe I just want a part lease? Maybe want to wait and spend the money on travel?
I feel rather in limbo. I love the idea of doing it all but that's just not realistic. If I could do anything I'd have the high end cutting horse. However, my trainer has moved further away from me. Do I have the ability to do this on my own? I just don't know.
I think that sums it up nicely.
I just don't know.